a stupid dumbass girl just cried silencely at the park

Today I had fun. I went to Nine. and Walked to McD9 . Met w/ Icky and then, his friends came. and I slept almost … idk ! HAHA. waited for Kitty to come and he did and we went to Mall Nine . hahah

Lisa was there , too and fuck she shisha. I wanted to but I won’t since Icky doesn’t like shisha and I saw three bitches in the house ! HAHA. like fuck them. They were all over Kitty and I was like wtf, am I a wood now ? So I ran to Icky and we fought over a silly thing .

at the end of the day, I went back home with Icky. SUPER FUNNY HAPPENED IN THE BUS. I held on icky’s shirt so tight because we were standing . I who rarely RARELY ever been in a bus , screamed whenever I was about to fall . People were watching . I didn’t hug him, I HELD on HIS SHIRT. I was like the noisiest (HAHA, NOISIEST? is such word even exists ?!) girl in the bus. I kept on talking .

We talked about deepshit (and kitty) and suddenly, the stupid driver tuned on mtv and they were airing sad fucking songs. fuckfuck. I almst cried when ‘im over you’ by Chris Daughtry was in the air. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

I did cry tho, at the park. No one was there , and that was pathetic of ME . GOD . Why the fuck I cried !?? I gave Icky ‘like a knife’ song by Secondhand Serenade . I’ve been listenin to the song for three years ! HAHA . Kai gave it. I lost contact him for over three years, so . . huh . .

OKAY, we talked at the park and it was hard. STOP BEING . . TOO NICE , ICKY !

I couldn’t help it but cried .

Hold me a lil bit longer and just a lil bit stronger.

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