Changed

People say I changed to a quite and shy girl. I used to be somehow, a tomboy haaha. I had a loud voice, screamed every second, playful, cheerful, and all that.

I , myself noticed it a long time ago, I didn’t know why and how I became who I am today. I am still cheerful and playful, but only less. Maybe I was used to shut myself whenever Fitri was mad and yelled at me. and Maybe , for one year I lost my boys and only spent times with my abbusive ex boyf who hates me when I am so playful and loves to scream .

Taqi , my konon twin bro said aku nak bunuh kau kalau kau diam macam ni. aww, guess someone misses the old me. (‘; I grew more and more emotional. I don’t want that, I want to happy-go-lucky me ! HAHA

how I wish time can spin back round. but hey, thank god I met a new guy  . he is my new drug. a good drug that is. . he motivates me in many ways.

and thnks you, icy :)

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